I am new to this site but I just want to say the two ladies who answered me are very kinda and inspiring with your motivating words ..Thank you so much for the prayers and like i said i know many people are worse off then me so i dont want to sound like a whining wimp ..Life is what we make it ..i just am so absorbed in working i cant seem to focus on living life the way i would like with my family ..Im sure god will steer me in the right direction ..i dont doubt thatfor a minute

Your so kind ..And yes i am very connected to god ..he is who gets me through the hard times ..sometimes it amazes me the strength he gives me through my belief in him ..Sorry if I was venting ..Just i know there has ti be a better way to make money yet have time and energy to be with my family ..I feel quality time with my family is suffering so thats why i am most concerned ..Im always working so cant do all the "mom": things i use to ..anyway thanks for your sweet and comforting words ..Im so sorry to hear about your loss of your baby ..Its very emotional and heartbreaking I know .I wish you a speedy recovering and god works in strange ways ..i am sure he will bless you again in the future .keep the faith !

I know there are many people in way worse postions then me and i am truly grateful for all the blessing I ahve been given ..MY issue is this ..I was married for 21 years 3 children .. went through a bankruptcy of our buisness and then divorced..was left with no money  ..i took care of my mom who eventually died of cancer and then a sister who died the next year ..I feel all alone and like ask why did god take all my mom and my sis and leave me here to hold it all together..I love my children ..they are the true joys in my life and try to hold it together for them ...I feel burnt out ..just to  meet my household bills i work7 days a week - 2 jobs 7 days  ..I am a 51 year old  female and am at the point i feel i cant do this anymore .

Sometimes i feel selfish cause some people are sick and cant work at all so who am i to complain but the truth is im so tired i cant even maintain my freinds and family relationship ..I am stuck in this vicious cycle of paying bills -work- paying bills work with no room for anything else .I dont even have a car cause i cant afford it and take public trans to and from work ,,.I  just wish to get a break ..I need  to have a  few thousand dollars  so i can have a cushion to use as I will then have the time  to finda  better paying  job or go back to school to get a degree ..Can anyone suggest anything any programs or ways i get out of this trap without going on welfare ..I dont want to do that ..I want and love to work but need to make more money ..right now i work mondays - fri 9-6  and weekends 10-4 ..doesnt leave me much free time and what ever time i have im exhausted ..Help please !